For so long I’ve cried out —
Tethered to the grief, the pain and the fear,
I now burn the parts that no longer align with who I am becoming and illuminate the shadows of doubt cast by my fears
Regenerating like the phoenix, I trust and believe
I exclaim to let go of the times I just wanted to be seen
I don’t allow what I see to deter me
I return to the wide eyed child that seeks to play, create, imagine, forget and forgive, no longer tied to self harm or deceit
I grow in the roots where I am meant to mend,
Released from the cage of my old trends,
I blossom under the moonlight dawn no longer seeking revenge,
I open myself up to freedom and peace within
I watch as my new wings form and whisper to myself
“I’m sorry. I love you. I forgive you. — Begin again.”
Written by Yessenia J. Rivera

